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  1. When it’s time to finally say goodbye. ❤

    January 21, 2009. The day I told myself that finally I met the guy I’m going to marry. I was so into the feeling that I was not even ashamed to tell the world about it. We were so happy and sure about everything. It’s like our future is written the way we want it to be and that time is just waiting for us.


    We argue, fight, and quarrel a lot; but we never let each other’s hand go. We promised never to let go. No matter how hard the situation is, all we will do is just take a deep breath and go back to reality. We fight, we kiss, then we make up. This is the way we want it to be.

    But then, shit happens. I thought everything would be simple for us. I was wrong. Things got complicated. Our fights have been a weekly routine. It’s actually close to being daily. It got worst that we even need to take a long break before patching things up. 


    Then, I realized this is not us anymore. This is not how it was before. Everything’s not right anymore. Is it time for us to say goodbye? Are we just waiting who goes first? No. We can still make it; but when you look at it, too much damage has been done already. And it’s breaking my heart. 


    Who could have thought our story has an ending? It sucks to know that it was finally time to say goodbye. Well, I hope that time will allow us to become friends and start new. I would want to see him smile again the moment he sees me smile. 


    To the man who I loved so much (until now), I hope you find what will make you really happy and that you’ll never stop dreaming big and going after it. You mean so much to me. You’re a part of me. I’m glad I met you. Thank you for the smiles and tears. I’ll treasure everything we shared and keep them close to my heart.


    And to you my dear heart, I’m sorry if you’ve been hurt badly. You can rest now. Don’t worry; I promise to take care you from now on.


    You’re the traffic in my head. You’re the reason that I’m wrecked. ❤



    xoxo



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  4. HELO :)

    Hi. :)

    you can know me better. :)



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  5. When I have nothing to do, Photoshop CS3 is there for me. :D xoxo

    When I have nothing to do, Photoshop CS3 is there for me. :D

    xoxo

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  6. 1 Corinthians 13:4-13

    Love is patient; love is kind; love is not envious or boastful or arrogant 5or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; 6it does not rejoice in wrongdoing, but rejoices in the truth. 7It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

    8Love never ends. But as for prophecies, they will come to an end; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will come to an end. 9For we know only in part, and we prophesy only in part; 10but when the complete comes, the partial will come to an end. 11When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child; when I became an adult, I put an end to childish ways. 12For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then we will see face to face. Now I know only in part; then I will know fully, even as I have been fully known. 13And now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; and the greatest of these is love.

    xoxo



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  7. LIES. It can ruin everything.

    What are you going to do when the person you trust and love the most suddenly turns into a monster?

    Believe me, it’s the worst feeling you would want to have.
    You were all high and on the cloud nine with all his promises and affections. Then, you would find out, there is/are other person/s to whom he made promises to…

    “People make mistakes, we’re only human. Learn to forgive and forget.”
    — Do you agree? Definitely! But then again, It turns out to be an unending cycle and I don’t want to be forever circling in that cycle. Why? Because, slowly, it takes away my trust in him.

    I’ll end it up here.

    Love, Commitment, Promises, and Trust.
    They’ re all precious. You don’t give them to anyone that easy.

    Think, Pray, Have a heart, and Be careful.
    You’ll be needing them if you don’t want anyone playing with your feelings and it’ll  teach you how not to hurt anyone’s feelings as well.

    Thank you for all those sweet memories you left me and for being a part of me.
    But then again…
    I hope, someday, you would realize the damage you have done to me.
    You made me hate you so much like I never hated anyone before.

    What am I supposed to say when I’m all choked up and you’re okay?

    xoxo



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  8. I’m inlove with this little girl. :)

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  9. “When’s it my turn? Wouldn’t I love, love to explore that shore up above.
    Out of the sea, wish I could be part of that world..”
    Ariel, Little Mermaid

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  10. Do you need to wait for me to go before you realize my worth?

    xoxo



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